life blows

Crying all alone
All by myself
Every alternate hour
Craving to cut myself summon on me
I live this life
As a burden endless
Sobbing and weeping
Like a loser
Tears and tears
Crying all these years
Spent in never ending torture
Of mind and body
“Crack head sick”
Tantrums and dramas
With smirks unseen
Unknown hatred
Uncontrolled anger
I hate this place
A living disaster
Sodden and crappy
Like that monster underneath my bed
I want to shout
I want to cry
Want to hurt-
Hurt till I die